Love and trust

Ani fell asleep in my arms again tonight. She's too big to cradle, so I lie next to her. I look in her eyes and put my arm around her and talk to her and sing to her. I feel her tension leave her, and she feels warm and safe and loved. Her trust in me is shown in her smile as we are quiet. Her smile that fades as her breathing slows and her eyes close. Sublime moments that I wish would last forever, for as she falls asleep, all my worries and fears are put on hold, and I can fully enjoy the company of my child.