Transfixed I lay, studying the shadows on my sleeping daughter's face.
What rarer beauty is there than that of your child.
The curve of her cheekbone, the slope of her chin.
A face, perfect in repose.
This, this is the beauty that matches the song my heart sings when I think of her.
This was supposed to be a light hearted blog, but on May 25th 2008, our world changed dramatically due to a disaster. Now this blog will also contain my personal notes on grief and how I'm coping/struggling.
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Sunday, February 14, 2016
Convicted
I was convicted today at church. I was watching two girls who were obviously best friends. I watch as they hung on each other's words. A smile on their faces as they listened to each other. Whispering in each other's ears, joy and laughter on each face as they heard a joke or observation. I marveled at the purity of the love they have for each other.
My conviction stems from this: When did I start treating my wife less as my best friend, and more as a "life partner"? Why don't I have a smile, hanging on her words? I'll never leave her, want always to be by her side. When did I stop whispering in her ear, looking for the joy on her face.
God, thank you for convicting me this way on Valentine's Day.
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