Thursday, May 21, 2026

Gone is impossible

 My son. How can you just be gone?  My tears have never stopped, so you must be with me somehow. This life prevents me from truly imagining what being in heaven with you will be like. Come to my dreams please. I’ve only dreamt about you once in 18 years. I’m due for another. I had a dream about Ani last night. It was from before the tornado, and I was picking her up from somewhere and I told her I was so glad to see her. She said she was glad to see me too. Just the “sound” of her voice in a dream was so awesome. Please visit me. 

Tuesday, May 12, 2026

Prisoner

I am a prisoner in a jail where I am the guard.  

David

 Where did David's enemies come from?  Were they external?  Internal?  Were they, through action or inaction, a product of his choices?  I am beset, and the only visible path is one of pain and sorrow.  Pray in general for me and my family.  Pray the Lord smiles upon us.  There is a road that we must walk, overgrown and thorny, and the destination is not one we would have hoped for.  Please pray for strength and endurance and ongoing faith that the Lord walks alongside us.