Thursday, March 8, 2012

I still struggle with this

"In a better place".
Nate is there, but how can it be better?
My limited, and selfish, perspective can't always see this. He's not with me! I can't parent him! I can't tell him I love him! I can't protect him!
Of course he is safe.
He is loved to perfection.
He is loved with the perfect love, that of the one that gave us Nate in the first place, gave us the love to love him.
He's just not here, or is it that _I_ am not with him, and that is so painful.



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