Who are you now?

As much as I could know you at 2 1/2, I knew you Nate.
I knew you, I loved you, I could guess what you would want to eat.
After 6 years off this earth, who are you?
I can barely keep up with who Ani is inside, and I see her every day.
I can just never wrap my head around the fact that a whole person is gone.
A whole person that stars in hundreds of pictures in my library.
A whole person that stars in my heart so prominently.
A whole person who waits patiently, bathed in the love and praise of God in Heaven.
I'm sure I will know who you are, recognize you as my son, but who will you be?
Maybe that;s not even a valid question, I don't know.