Tuesday, September 23, 2008

A new skill I have to learn

I was at the coffee shop this morning, and I saw a bunch of wild turkeys in the field. I would always point this out to Ani & Nate. Upon reflection, I realized that I need to learn to "un-mute" my internal monologue so that I can more fully describe the world to Ani. She deserves to get information about her world, about things she may not see, just like I would have when she would ask me questions. I cannot EVER treat her like a lump, I need to actively incorporate her into this world. I've started to think about ways I can take her out and let her experience things, even in the state she's in. I've thought about going to the Walker art museum, and just explaining everything I see. I've thought about going to one of the big, old churches like the basillica just for the echoes, since Ani is primarily auditory right now. I need to think of more things to do like this. Put any ideas into the comments.

1 comment:

auntiesue said...

Jerr,

your instincts and drive as a daddy are amazing, and they will not fail you in the months ahead. Just talk, bro. Talk and talk, to us and to her. laugh with her and snuggle her and tell her stuff. There is no perfect answer or roadmap for the coming weeks. Just continue to sing from your heart. Where you take her and what you say are far less important than the act of being with her. See you soon, dude. Never forget how loved you are.