Oh Ani.

Oh Ani,
my love for you is indescribable.
I dedicate myself to your care.
Though difficult and frustrating at times,
I am not frustrated with you. Rather,
I am usually frustrated with my failure to soothe you.
With my failure to determine what hurts.
Never with you, my dear.
I soar with your smile, and warm with your laughter.
I falter with your paIns, and crash with your cries.
As much as I want you to forget parts of this time of your life,
I want you to remember your strength through it all.
Remember my love and my willingness to be what you need me to be.
My way is to try and fix things,
though I've had to learn to let go sometimes,
and tell you I don't know how else to help you but to love you.