Short sighted

Interesting things hit my brain throughout the day...
I was just thinking about Micah's nite-nite routine...He's just adorable during it.
It's a nice time to be quiet and close to him.

After I thought about that, I was thinking about Ani's nite-nite ritual before the
tornado. It was usually lengthy, she would always want this-and-that, be close on
her bed, and more stories and such. I remember that her ritual had this slight
irritation associated with it, just _because_ she wanted so much time.

How stupid and short-sighted I was.

Now, the biggest thing I pray for is the simple ability for Ani to be able to
direct _my_ actions. To _ask_ me to do things for her. To request more time
from me to spend special time with her.