I wage a secret war...

I have to constantly watch the refill status of Ani's medications. Things like refills not going through because the pharmacy has like 3 different prescriptions because her dosage has changed, and they've tried to refill the wrong one. Her lamictal medication is really nasty because you can't just stop it, you might get a "fatal rash" if you change dosage (to zero too) too quickly. It's draining to be on the phone for 3 days before that particular medication runs out, because I know that something bad will happen if I don't refill it. Eventually it was refilled, but only just before she ran out. I wish there were a better way to manage all this and not have so much stress.