Ani, how much do I share with you?

Ani, how much do I share with you? How much shall I show you of my feelings? Shall I share my shame of not being able to protect you? I share that you are blameless, and never deserved this. I wish you could ask me questions, I would only tell you the truth. Shall I share my tears? Tears for your condition? Tears for missing Nate? What would you think of my sharing? Would you still have faith in my strength to serve you?