Who are you?

Ani, who are you?

I know you are more than you seem. 

You are more than the interactions we have. 

You have secrets. 

Secrets you do not want to keep. 

Secrets you would shout, if you could. 

I hate that there are parts of you I don't know. 

Were you able to talk with me, I would have loved to have experienced you change day to day. 

More than anything in this world, Ani, I want to know even the most trivial aspects of you. Your secrets. Your unspoken dreams and fears. Your faith. Your loves. 

I know so much about you, through your twinkling eyes, your many different smiles, the differing efforts you put into indicating "yes", and the way you open your mouth to try to say something. 

Who are you, Ani?  You are not what my perceptions say you are. You are what YOU say you are. 

Tell me who you are. 

Please. 

Before we meet in Heaven.