Is that ok Nate?

I don't always cry for you. 

Is that ok Nate?

I don't always yell your name in the car when I'm alone. 

Is that ok Nate?

I don't always stay awake at night thinking about reading you books. 

Is that ok Nate?

I look around to see if Micah is getting in trouble and not you. 

Is that ok Nate?

I don't always visit your grave. 

Is that ok Nate?

I always rejoice at where you are. 

Is that ok Nate?

God sometimes grants my prayer for a dream of you. 

Is that ok Nate?

I don't always talk to Ani about you. 

Is that ok Nate?

I just answered the lady serving me that I'm doing fine when I'm not. 

Is that ok Nate?

Am I doing ok Nate?

Oh my baby Nate. I saw a little toddler girl today who had a cast on her arm. She was so cute. Then I remembered your leg and your cast and my smile went away. It just sucks to be without you.