Friday, April 22, 2011

How is it possible?

How is it possible to simultaneously feel sad and happy?
I am mostly sad but a little happy about Nate.
Sad because I am separated from him, happy for where he is right now.
I am mixed sad and happy about Ani.
Sad because all the things she loved to do are denied her, happy because I am with her.
I am mostly happy and slightly sad about Micah
Sad only because I sometimes feel guilty with how happy I am with him.

1 comment:

Your Ghost said...

try not to feel guilty. God gave Micah to you to love. Micah needs all the guilt-free love he can get, from you, Christy, and Ani. So does Ani. It's okay to hurt for what she cannot do, and I know you surround her with the love for that in which she can do. Happy and sad at the same time? that's okay.