Journal entry 9/12/08

You know how your heart is expanded when you are blessed with a child?  I think my heart has been expanded for my fellow humans a little bit.  I feel it's easier to feel genuine emotion for those about me.  Also, it's easier to express emotion for them too.  However, at the same time, it's more difficult to hold myself back from the dark abyss of my grief of Nate and Ani.  This is weird, do I express my sadness for Ani's losses as grief?