Monday, November 2, 2009

Trying to not get frustrated with Ani

Ani had the worst night ever last Saturday night. Her stomach kept her up for a couple hours, then woke her up every hour after that. I get angry and frustrated with what is happening to her, and it spills over into a little frustration with her. Of course, no sleep tends to factor into this frustration. I really, really try to not become frustrated with Ani.
I kept asking "God, with all else that has been denied Ani, and taken away from her, don't let pain be the only thing given _to_ her".
I should really try to cut down on my caffeine intake during the day as well. It doesn't prevent me from getting to sleep, but it can't be doing me any good either.

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