Hard week.

It's been a hard week, and I don't know why. I keep thinking about Nate, and specifically his funeral. I found a list of comments on his obituary that I had never seen before. There are 18 pages of them, and I read them all at least once. As a parent, I know how much our children influence everything about us, but it's amazing to see how your child might affect so many around them. Maybe it's hard because it's back to school week, and I keep thinking about how I shouldn't have ever had to take Ani to school in a wheelchair, or talk about her to the special needs teacher. I don't know. It would be nice to not feel sad a lot.