My poor Ani

As I think about Ani before the tornado, I get so hung up on all the things that she used to do for fun. All those things have been stripped from her. And replaced with what? With pain? Is that to be Ani's future? God, give peace of body to Ani, through your Holy Spirit and/or prompting us and the doctors to figure out the correct meds to eliminate her seizures and calm her muscles. God, she's still an innocent, she really does deserve to have these things. She's done nothing wrong. God, help reduce this anger I feel sometimes and let me just _be_ with Ani. To experience her presence, her warmth. Allow me to express my love to her in a way that she understand, and transcends her inequities and pain.