My most peaceful momemt before the accident

Let me tell you about the times I was most peaceful in my entire life. These times were usually in the morning when it was my turn to get up with the kids. I would lay on the couch on my side, and Ani would curl up behind my knees, and Nate would sit on top of my hip or ribs, and we would have a blanket over us and we would watch TV. I have never felt so at peace, at home, in my sweet spot, whatever you want to say. The same thing goes for when you rock a baby to sleep. Their look of total trust in you is so powerful.